Dream: Japan Airport kid’s section playroom

In my dream earlier all I remembered was that my mom left me in a kids play room at the airport in Japan. I saw 5 grown men sitting at the left corner and kids everywhere. I sat besides the Indian guy. The whole dream is like we’re in a Kids TV show and there’s a woman who speaks like in the TV shows for kids. you know like “Kiiidsss. Leetts pllayy a Gaamme.” The woman gave us crayons along with the kids then they also gave us papers I think. There’s also a TV. When the TV says “Color RED” then we will color something red in the paper. me and the other adults just sat there holding the crayons and I just trow mine. After the kids are gone along with the woman, I hid bellow a some sort of metal. I said something to the other guys like “It’s my first time in Japan and why I am still here? I should be exploring the country.” the 5 of them agreed with me. The woman came back from like a small classroom at my left side and rain us with crayons. She seems to think that there’s a game of How-much-you-can-catch-crayons-win. then she said “Look at Sharmaine. She caught a looot of crayons. You should copy her.” In my dream I feel like I had no idea what she said that then I thought that the crayon that she trows must be above the metal she was hiding in. I trow the guys like “Is she for real?” then my mom came back from somewhere and talk a little to the woman then I woke up.

I remember that the 6 of us talked in my dream but I can’t remember what they actually said and what we talk about. I also remember something in my dream. I was imagining something like a statue or something. It’s a color red, and there’s a diamond shape at the center. It’s like the atoms with neutrons and electrons.

Dream

I had a dream earlier. I was a student and in a classroom. The teacher is discussing something but I can’t remember then a woman and a man went inside the classroom and start harassing us. The woman have a gun so the only thing I can think of at the time is to get the gun away from her so I did. After getting the gun I started to shoot the two of them. All I could thing of after that is that the only way to get rid of them is to kill them I think. I started with the woman first then when I think I killed her I started to shoot the guy. That guy started made some chemical then put it into the water bottle. The bullets are not hitting him while he was doing that then he started to spray it to us. We flee outside of the room then when we look inside from the door, he was praying the chemical to my desk. I walked inside the room and tried to shoot him but I can’t. The gun I was holding have chemicals on it that prevent me to shoot him. I was afraid that it’s going to explode on me if I tried again so I drop the gun to the floor. I don’t remember what happen after that. I think I woke up. Oh Yeah, There’s dialogue in my dream but I forgot what exactly it is. You know, the woman and I talk then the man and I.

P.E.P.Test and Breaking Dawn

Ang hirap nung P.E.P.Test. Ang dami kong hinulaan tapos may sakit pa ko. Tumutulo yung sipon ko tsaka ubo ako ng ubo. Ate Roxan and me also watch Breaking Dawn at Waltermart. Kadiri yung birthing scene. Hindi ko tinignan. Okay lang naman yung movie tapos non, kumain kami sa Pancake House. Kumain din kami nung manga shrimp salad ata yun. Paborito ko yun sa Pancake House. :)

Evanescence – Lithium

Lyrics:
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh but God I want to let it go

Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone
Couldn’t hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn’t drink enough to say you love me

I can’t hold on to me
Wonder what’s wrong with me

Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow

Don’t want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can’t break free until I let it go
Let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can’t hold on to me
Wonder what’s wrong with me

Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, stay in love with you
Oh I’m gonna let it go.

Earlier

We went to Bulacan earlier to visit our relatives in the cemetery. Before we go to the trip I drank coffee and it made my stomach hurts. I also ate kanin and adobo. In the car we we’re like sandwich in there and we first went to our cousin’s house and ate there.

My cousin Ruby, Kaye, my little sister and me went to the store nearby, there’s a group of guys sitting near the store and like tried to flirt with me but I just ignore them. My cousin Ruby bought herself a large soft drink and share it with us. After I drank a cup of it, the pain in my stomach worsen.

After we finish eating, we went to the cemetery and light some candles for our dead relatives. It’s a sunny day then suddenly turn into a rainy day. It’s a good thing we brought umbrella’s with us.

Before we went back to my cousin’s house, we bought ourselves some street snacks and soft drinks. We went home chatting and very tired. I didn’t go strait home when my uncle drop us off. I went to my aunt’s house and we chat and watch Pinoy Big Brother and Tanging Ina.