I’ve been absent for a month now and I have decided to go back to school. I don’t know if they will let me go back but I hope so. I’m feeling guilty already. I hope it’s not too late for my decision. I’m also missing my classmates and I’m wondering if I missed any programs at school. I think I did but I hope not. I wonder where do I sit in class now. I wonder if I will be able to catch up to our lessons and our projects at school. I hope I will be able to do it all.
Black Butler (黒執事 Kuroshitsuji?) is a manga written and illustrated by Yana Toboso. Since its debut on September 16, 2006, it has been serialized inSquare Enix‘s shōnen manga magazine Monthly GFantasy.
The series follows Sebastian Michaelis, a demonic butler who is bound by a supernatural contract to serve Ciel Phantomhive, the twelve-year-old head of the Phantomhive noble family and the business-savvy owner of the Funtom company, a toy manufacturer. In return, when Ciel has finished all of his tasks, including avenging his parents’ deaths, Sebastian will be allowed to kill him and take his soul. It was announced in July 2008 that an anime adaption, directed by Shinohara Toshiya and produced by A-1 Pictures, was expected. It premiered in October 2008, and has since ended with 24 episodes. The second season aired in 2010 spanning 12 episodes with two new main characters, Alois Trancy and Claude Faustus. The series has been licensed by Yen Press in North America and published in Yen Plus‘ August 2009 issue for the magazine’s first anniversary.
Plot:
In a manor house on the outskirts of Victorian era London, butler Sebastian Michaelis serves Lord Earl Ciel Phantomhive, the orphaned twelve-year-old head of an English noble family and a toy and candy empire, who serves directly under the Queen as her “guard dog”. Sebastian carries out any task required by his master while solving the problems plaguing England with ease and perfection, because of his demonic lineage and Faustian contract with his master. The parents of Master Phantomhive estate were murdered when Ciel was younger. As a result, he made a deal with a demon asking for vengeance upon those who had disgraced him, and the Phantomhive name, in exchange for his soul. [Copied from Wikipedia]
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This was truly a great manga/anime. I just finish watching the anime and reading the manga(It’s still not finish thought. so I guess I’m still not finish reading it) last night and I rate it 10/10. This manga also made the readers want a perfect handsome butler like Sebastian, especially the girls right? hehehe. Who wouldn’t want a butler like him? but I guess the downside of it all is him eating our soul in the end of the contract. Kuroshitsuji is also a teaser to all yaoi fans. I mean, so many good looking guys, what do you expect? So many moments that it can turn to yaoi but alas, yaoi fans are not so lucky. So guys, I guess we just have to content with Doujinshi and fan fictions.
Characters:
I like all the characters except Alois. I kind of have a little dislike of him. He’s irritating me. Sometimes Lizzy too when she’s being a pushover, I like her latest side of her in the manga. About Ciel, I find him cute but I wish I could see him protect himself for once. (like Lizzy) I kind of feel bad for him too because of his family and because he will be forever be a midget. hehehe I also kind of feel bad for Sebastian in the end at the anime. I feel that he’s disappointed that he can’t eat Ciel’s soul anymore because he’s not smiling and not teasing Ciel. I kind of find Claude creepy because of the spider thing and I hate it because he’s taking the credit to all the things Hannah did. I also love Grell. My most favorite of all. He’s the most awesomeness in it besides Sebastian.
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I just hate her. She always mess with my things and today she stole my money when I was sleeping earlier. >:| She stole my 1000 pesos which is a lot. It was my allowance this month. (T-T) I was also hoping to save it so I can buy things I want. grrr. I hate her, I hate her, I hate her! I just wish my didn’t take her in. I wish she didn’t adopt her. >:(
I don’t know why I failed my Math. I got a High score on the exam and I also did my seat works and quiz. I thought for sure that I will pass it with flying colors. (T-T) I also have a lot of days of absents. hehehe.
I just talk to one of my classmates and he said that if my absents hit 30, they will kick me out of school. I don’t want that to happen. I also don’t know if it already hit 30 but I suspect it’s more than 30, about 32. He also said that my teachers are looking for me. I hope they are not too angry with me and disappointed with me. I don’t want to repeat another year again and attend another school.
I talk my with father today at Facebook chat and he told my that my half sibling just graduated from Elementary. (I don’t know which one or is it the two of my younger siblings) I feel awful that I’m still in first year high school and they are going to catch up to me and I also feel hurt this time when dad mention them. I felt that he love them more than me. I’m also jealous of my half older sister and her mother because whenever my aunt (my father’s sister) mention them, She always says that my father love them very much especially my sister’s mother. She also says that my parents marriage are just arrange marriage. I’m also afraid to ask if dad really love me. (I had my doubts even though he says I love you to me.) My mother didn’t know that I have these feelings and I hope she never will… because I’m afraid what will her response be. ugh. My head hurts even more just thinking about this. I’ll drink my medicine now and try to go to sleep. Goodnight.
I have no courage after all. I didn’t go to school today… Well… sigh…. last night my head really hurts. I feel like it’s going to split open at any time. I also feel like someone is pushing my head or something. I didn’t get enough sleep because of it and I have a nightmare. I ask my mom to come with me to school tomorrow… I don’t really have the confident to go alone. hehe. I’m like a child. sigh. I hate this.
after so long of being absent for 7 days, I’m so nervous to go to school again. I’m worried about the reaction of my teachers and classmates. I wonder if my teachers are annoyed with me or not? My classmates didn’t tell me anymore when I ask if we have home works or not, I guess they’re also annoyed with me. sigh. I’m especially worried about Mrs. Castillo and Mrs. Callo because they are the most strict teacher we have. I don’t know if I’ll be able to go to class tomorrow… sigh.
